励志自己

最近翻看一些励志的书本，原来我才发现我忽略了我原本的想法。
想一想，是非常谢谢那些送我励志书本的朋友，让我会抽空来打开它们。
书中的要点，当然还需要自己努力，变得杰出。
因为那些书，让我想起蹉跎岁月的时刻
因为那些书，让我想起我不敢实现的梦
也因为那些书，让我觉得人生的意义
不过，人生的意义不是我现所能体会到，
开始的旅程将会带领我慢慢一步步的摸索。

学会宽恕，是我正在学习的方向

Christmas in My Heart

冬至快乐 AND
Let's have a Christmas song before the day


Christmas in My Heart

I've been always on the run
So many different places, having fun
But like a river always knows just where to flow
Now that December comes I feel like coming home

It's Christmas in my heart
When I'm with my family, my friends
No matter where we are or what we do

Tomorrow may be grey
We may be torn apart
But if we are happy together
It's Christmas in my heart

原来我也有我的坎坷

有一天，我走进了那个城市，
突然想起了陈奕迅好听的一首歌， 副歌：纪晓君

我来到你的城市
走过你来时的路
想像着没我的日子
你是怎样的孤独
拿着你给的照片
熟悉的那一条街
只是没了你的画面
我们回不到那天

你会不会忽然的出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸挥手寒喧
和你坐着聊聊天

我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前只是寒喧
对你说一句只是说一句
好久不见

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我实在不愿轻易让眼泪流下
我以为我并不差　不会害怕
我就这样自己照顾自己长大
我不想因为现实把头低下
我以为我并不差　能学会虚假
怎样才能够看穿面具里的谎话
别让我的真心散的像沙
如果有一天我变得更复杂
还能不能唱出歌声里的puyuma

还能不能唱出歌声里的那幅画
怎样才能够看穿面具里的谎话
别让我的真心散的像沙
如果有一天我变得更复杂
还能不能唱出歌声里的puyuma

Note to god

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end and for peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say

I'd say give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love 'cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
I'd say, I'd say

I'd say give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love 'cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
'Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

if i wrote a note to god...

JUST THE WAY I AM

I like to make myself believe, that planet Earth turns slowly
it's hard to say i rather stay
awake when I'm asleep
cause everything is never as it seems

It will not be judged by people but itself
because the dreams are bursting at the seams.

Meditation 的提醒

当我读了一位朋友的文章之后，我仔细想想，
原来我一直在逃避，就连meditation 也在提醒我的害怕，怕什么？
原来我一直害怕我的精彩，害怕丢失了所有。
我恨我自己，他可以说，你可以说，为什么我就不能说？
原来那个梦魇一直出不去。
我不敢，因为我很懦弱，怕别人揭开那个底线，就连自己也在斟酌。
原来心是那么不堪一击。
或许有一天我不再害怕，会勇敢地面对想自己坦白一切。。。

原来我也有我的故事，它一直在等着我。。。

快乐- Happiness

人之所以做错事，那是因为内心的作祟，害怕及寂寞。
在茫茫大海之中，哲理多的是。
快乐其实从来都不曾离开过自己。
但是当你不小心把它丢弃时，快乐便会流失，因它随着你的本意而抛弃你。
不计较的人生，人才会获得快乐。
没有猜疑的念头，便不会有互相伤害的理由。
它会随着你来，随着你离去。
当你想像自己就是快乐因子时，你就是它了。
它并不是一件容易的事情，每个人都在寻找自己的快乐。
所谓自己的快乐，就是本身的定义。
你要什么样的自己，什么样的快乐定义，就看你自己的心。

偶尔听听自己的心，会让你有所获得。

缘。福

只有路过伤痛才记得永远，回憶才能深刻。
只有願意忘記瘡疤，才能留住時間。
抬頭望天空，
是今夜的星空美麗還是昨夜的燦爛
真摯包容才是詞典里的要素，
人生有几回得到無值的情義，
人生有幸便能結緣，有土便有塵
堅定的想法，才能熬過挫折，
難得的緣便是福，留住的時間便是美好。

荆棘花「种子示」

像荆棘里的花，顽固的心，守在那儿原地不动
雄慈花发出的柔情，带来朵朵的芬芳；
雄慈花的消失，却刺痛着荆棘花；
束缚的结果原来是灿烂的时侯，
不见了的种子原来可以生存下来；
当朵朵发出各自的精彩时，何时才能找到一个属地；
绽开的一天，雄慈花不再是个碍障；
从外地散播的种子结合一起，希望能释出一个默契；
荆棘花丢了花瓣，原来本身的小翅膀就在天边
谁在等着被舍割的种子？

Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith

有没有 - 韦礼安

Turn off the radio
Turn off the lights you know
听见了谁的痛 在空气中
不断跳动 又那么沈重

Turn on your favorite song
Turn off what I did wrong
听见了谁的伤 在窗户旁
安静的想 是什么力量

你 有没有爱过我
有没有想过我
有没有 有没有
也会有一点心动的时候
但是说不出口
有没有 后悔 还是只有我

Turn on the radio
Don't wanna care anymore
也许没有承诺 比较轻松
也不会有 沈重的枷锁

Turn off your favorite song
Just like there's nothing wrong
也许时间一久
就会遗忘
就真的当
是误会一场

你 有没有爱过我
ni you mei you ai guo wo
有没有想过我
you mei you xiang guo wo
有没有 有没有
you mei you you mei you
也会有一点心动的时候
ye hui you yi dian xin dong de shi hou
但是说不出口
dan shi shuo bu chu kou
有没有 有没有 有没有
you mei you you mei you you mei you
有没有
you mei you
有没有 有没有 有没有
you mei you you mei you you mei you

Turn off my radio


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-7nzB9nkYE&ob=av2e

Forgiveness

Sometimes, we are hardly to forgive someone for certain reasons. The stupid neither forgive nor forget; Perhaps we might forgive but we will never forget after a period of time.

When I was a kid, I used to pray for myself just because I did something wrong.Yes, either we can or they can. Probably we just seek for forgiveness blindly in life after we did something wrong.

We can't really undo what we have done, especially for those kind of people or incidents.But the truth will speak out for you. So, Are u seeking forgiveness?

People might not understand you but it doesn't mean that U are not good enough.
Life feeds back truth to people in its own way and time. There is no way for u to has high expectation on people in your life. We just need to do our best in our own way.

What sort of thing that can make us hate but not enough to make us care each other?
Well, just think about it.

Anyway, forgiveness is still the highest level of morality,in return, we might receive untold peace and happiness when we are really release...

Perhaps we (me) still couldn't reach that level yet.

一絲不掛

分手時內疚的你一轉臉
為日後不想有甚麼牽連
當我工作睡覺禱告娛樂那麼刻意過好每天
誰料你見鬆綁了又願見面

誰當初想擺脫被圍繞左右
過後誰人被遙控於世界盡頭
勒到呼吸困難才知變扯線木偶
這根線其實說到底 誰拿捏在手

不聚不散 只等你給另一對手擒獲
那時青絲 不會用上餘生來量度
但我拖著軀殼 發現沿途尋找的快樂
仍繫於你肩膊 或是其實在等我捨割
然後斷線風箏會直飛天國

這些年望你緊抱他出現
還憑何擔心再互相糾纏
給我找個伴侶找到留下你的足印也可發展
全為你背影逼我步步向前

如一根絲牽引著拾荒之路
結在喉嚨內痕癢得似有還無
為你安心我在微笑中想吐未吐
只想你和伴侶要好才頑強病好

一直不覺 綑綁我的未可扣緊承諾
滿頭青絲 想到白了仍懶得脫落
被你牽動思覺 最後誰願纏繞到天國
然後撕裂軀殼 欲斷難斷在 不甘心去捨割
難道愛本身可愛在於束縛

無奈你我牽過手 沒繩索

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lJn74hxK9E

黄品源- 海浪

锁了门关了窗息了灯
闭了眼什么正走掉
看不见听不着想不成
摸不到两个人的依靠
一个人一只狗一杯酒
一夜一下子变老
爱怎么能消失掉
床底下书桌上抽屉里
记忆底拼了命的找
一点点一小时一公里
一世人相爱过的一秒
公路上城市中人行道
向前不断的奔跑
痛追来了甩不掉
我听见海浪的声音
站在城市的最中央
我想起眼泪的决心
你说愿意的那天起
后来怎么消失去
再也没有任何音讯
我是怎么能让你死心离去
卷起海浪的声音
刺穿我发烫的身体
象一个刺青永远抹不去

hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

Cut

The first cut is the tears.
The second cut is Other heart.
The third cut is Ur butt.

This should not be ended like this way,
but it should commence a new way.

一个人的档案

当发现一个人的缺点时千忘不要放弃寻找那人的优点，因为每个人都有独特的一面；反之，
当发现一个人的优点时，请搜寻那人的缺点，你会发现原来人会有不好的一面。
当然人如果还是能保持一个单纯的心，就最好不过。

人不需要内疚， 因为有时候弄伤了别人，疤痕还是烙在那里。
简单的说，但你把刀割在你的手腕时，麻木的痛就会隐约出现。为何麻木？因为痛得没有感觉。

如果受伤了，是没有人能扶你一把，因为靠的是自己力量。
如果熬过了痛苦，就皆大欢喜；如果还是有煎熬，就向自己说，自己保重。

有些人在某个时间很快乐，有些人在某个时段伤心，有些人想要永远平静，你要哪一点？

如果说曾经执着过，曾经颓废过？就像曾经的笑容，开朗已经消失了。
笑容消失了，人也颓废了，什么也做不成，那很没用吧。可能这就是说谓的低潮。

可能我应该向我自己说，自己保重。

一个不知道坏女孩的故事

从前，他们都不知道她，也不知道她是谁，只知道她是坏女孩。
她喜欢欺负小孩，勒索他们，霸着别人的喜好，可称是恶霸的女孩。
小孩的父母也害怕她，所以避之则吉。
久而久之，女孩变成了一个人，孤零零的一个。
她顿时感到害怕，为何变成这样。
于是在恶劣的情况下，她开始吸烟，喝酒。
酒是她的右手，烟是她的左手。
雨哗啦啦下不停，女孩的心声谁能了解，
每天得过且过，不知应该做什么。
她背叛了别人，是她的错还是别人的错
一个男孩对她说，你背叛了别人，别人更痛。
但女孩对他说，我背叛了别人，其实我更痛。
痛之原理谁又知道，能免则免。
坏女孩的心其实善良，但有谁了解，
坏与好之间只差一百里，痛之心扉，余去不散，只剩一片愁云，
女孩可怜吧，
到最后置身原地，让大家质问吗？

生日快乐

婆婆，可在天堂快乐。

MIrror- I dont wanna talk about it

I can tell by the hidden eyes that you've
probably been crying forever
And the stars in the sky
don't mean nothing to it
they're a mirror


If I stand all alone will the shadows
hide the colours of my heart
blue for tears, black for the night'fears
the stars in the sky

I don't wanna talk about it
How's the feel
The first cut is the tears
they're just a mirror for the night.

无人岛

逃难在一座无人岛上，四处是荒芜的废地，
不远处聆听着友人的呼唤，好奇回头一看，原来是幻影。
无人岛上处处藏着危机，闯过了一关又一关，但勇气的嘉励已消失，
原来岛上是没有尽头，也恍然那座岛就是避难所，让危机包围着四周，
与世隔绝，不再有勇气去寻找岛上的出路，所以也死得无憾。

风沙不及，只剩地

它就像那土里的尘，任踏在地上都不害怕，
它是风中里最令人惋惜的一粒尘埃，
风吹来的沙落在那悲伤的眼里，
谁又知道它那猜不透的心，
表面上的欢乐是它唯一的支柱，
粒粒沙，沙沙粒，
风吹来的沙堆积在心里，
擦不去的痕迹烙印在脚底，
土归尘，尘归土，
风穿过所有的记忆子弹，
原来早就预言它的命运就是一粒渺小的尘沙。

救世主

身在废屋里，走过那死沉沉的街，
没有人的生活，他们是怎么生存下来。
他们等待的救世主会不会出现，然后不再过那痛不欲生的生活，
只想过平静的生活，向他人报平安。
然而这个想法不知是否能实现，等待是唯一的方法来解脱困苦，
就像那殉情的将军捍卫着廉价的爱情，其实是于事无补，
最后只能向世界道别，述说它是彻彻底底的一种廉价物。

原来人可以如此铁石心肠，连呵护都吞食在自己的肚里

陪伴的一首歌

在平淡无风的时候，都会想起这首歌，是因为我爱哼歌；
在万籁聚寂的时候，都会想起这首歌，是因为你曾哼唱；
我只好夜夜哼唱着，不想忘记那曾经掠过的那颗心，
我只好夜夜哼唱着，不想记起那曾拥有的灰色地带，
我也只能哼唱着唯一这首歌，因为无心的过去，能陪伴的是哼情歌。

哀愁

哀愁像杯烈酒，美丽却难以承受，
点一根烟和一杯酒，能醉多久？

曾经的喜欢，已变成奢侈
原来爱是一种廉价品。

我是一只小小小鸟

我是一只小小小鸟，想要飞呀飞却飞呀飞不高，
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱，这样的要求算不算太高

ALIN

现在我很幸福
Alin


他的手掌有种粗糙的体贴
他在我需要时候出现身边
被你伤的那些 崩溃眼泪
多亏他无私的奉陪
哪天要是和你真的再见面
谁都不要再提醒那一段从前
有些事不面对 反而安心安全
你无权再动摇我的世界


现在我有了幸福 有人照顾 应该知足
你不像他 从不让我哭
可是我越想投入 越是生疏 抱的再紧
依旧止不住那流失的温度
现在我不停忙碌 不断让步 想看清楚
你不像他 把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良 有时残酷 我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾

哪天要是和你真的再见面
我不会提到最後和他的一切
面对不爱的人 我终於谅解了
曾经你用无言画的句点


现在我有了幸福 有人照顾 应该知足
你不像他 从不让我哭
可是我越想投入 越是生疏 抱的再紧
依旧止不住那流失的温度
现在我不停忙碌 不断让步 想看清楚
你不像他 把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良 有时残酷 我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾


现在我有了幸福 有人照顾 应该知足
你不像他 从不让我哭
可是我越想投入 越是生疏 抱的再紧
依旧止不住那流失的温度
现在我不停忙碌 不断让步 想看清楚
你不像他 把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良 有时残酷 我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾
现在我不停忙碌 不断让步 想看清楚
你不像他 把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良 有时残酷 我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾

*我以为，我一直以为，原来我的以为是我的肤浅，愚蠢。

Underdamped + Sunshine

TODAY I should elaborate more as last time. But nothing special.

Well, it is really a big difference as last year. but I'm smiling and I'm happy. Thanks for wishing.

Happy Charlies Day to myself.

Thank you.

Yeap Im happpy really happy...

Cheers, Charlies

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀 翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想 只是我早已经遗忘 当初怎麽开始飞翔
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停 也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心。

亲亲哼着一首歌，想起甜蜜的事
提着我的咖啡，一边品尝一边欣赏，
一瞬间的美丽，是我永恒的美忆。

有一天，我梦见了桃花仙女。
她向我微微笑，擦干我的泪，对我说人生如梦，戲如人生。
腐败的社会，人性的险恶，
被割过的吉他，也会留下疤痕。
梦境里的黑暗世界让我感到害怕与无助，
梦中的一切令人不敢想象实在太无情，
所以桃花仙女让我不再有恶梦，让我彻底醒过来。。。

FORLMULA R EGG RACE

Today I felt satisfied wtih my lab presentation. It is not the best but at least we tried our best n we are better than some of the guys haha. well, why i said so? because all the three members of my group are girls, including me. this has been proved through our lab presentation.

So, what is my lab presentation? oh great it is about the egg.It is called as FORMULA R EGG RACE. Actually, I had no idea on this stuff. but it is amazing that how we did it as today~ First of all, vehicle made out of cardboard, easily cut and formed. Material must be lightweight and strong. So we made sure the weight of the egg and vehicle is less to make it lighter.
we used cellophane tape as the seatbelt for the egg as it is pressure sensitive tape for attaching and mending purposes. Also we used bubble wrap as the egg protection to cushion the egg and to protect it from the shock.

Since the surface of the floor is not smooth, we used the marble as our base for the vehicle to reduce the contact of the vehicle with the floor. In this experiment, the elasticity of the rubber band is tested as we are only allowed to use one rubber band to launch it.
During our first test, the vehicle can travel till 4m. Oh no. It is not enough. Im not going to accept this kind of result. Everything needs to be the best, isn't?

After several testings, It has been improved until 5.5m. However, things always come unexpected.TODAY we tried our vehicle and it did not work. my mood was bad at that time., desperate. So, i decided to replace the new marbles. Oh yeah thanks to chee yau n others for giving me new marbles. I told my members that the marble was the problem as it is worn out. Oh yeah what i guess was correct. Finally our vehicle can travel till 7.5m and the best record is 8.5m!! I was excited and same to my members.

BUT ONCE AGAIN, things always come unexpected. During the actual trial, we only get 5.6m. I think this is because OF the structure of the floor.This case is same to other groups. but we still have two groups in our lab session who made the record which is 7.6m. Im satisfied with our results as we tried our best. We have done a good job. Thanks god~

tHE NEXT experiment will be tougher as we need to launch the egg from fifth floor to the first floor.and we must make sure that our egg does not break after launching. It is incredible?? we will prove it for the next lab session.

KOREKARA

為什求覓到所愛 必先要死去活來 乞討無障礙對待 為什求活到精采 須將女身卸下來 自我蓋掩不自愛？會否等得見未來 女共男 均等競賽
為什求覓到所愛 必先要裝笑扮呆 苦哀求別人慷慨 為什求活到精采 須將襯衣卸下來 露背坦胸不自愛？會否等得見未來 女共男 均等競賽

-谢安琪-祝英台

-Korekara FUTARITE

GAMES~

I will commence the games right now though I'm alone!!! YES
I will transform another new life WITHOUT ANYONE.
HAHAHA i'm coming.

新年快乐~~
。。。

小鸟的故事

有一只小鸟被困在一个笼子里。在那，它觉得很开心。但唯一不足的是，它没有自由。
它讨厌它自己~
它的哭泣没人知道，如果活得没有意义，那不如自行了断，省得麻烦，也不会有人知道它的存在。
但那只小鸟很想飞回鸟巢，这愿望恐怕难以实现。它只能远远的望着鸟巢，低声哭泣。因它必须经过考验才能回到属于自己的地方。这考验未免太大，使到它并不快乐。慢慢地，它习惯了没有温暖的感觉，习惯一个人孤单。它不要了。它不想放弃它的鸟巢，但它不想拖累了它的同伴。所以，只好默默承受一切。但在它心中，它永远支持着它的鸟巢，永远保护它。

年复一年，
小鸟老了。它还是站在近处保护着那属于它的鸟巢，它的孩子。
小鸟还是希望它们能好好活着，爱惜自己，它希望它的同伴能代替它继续它的任务，因为它已没那个能力了。它还是尽力了。

Deepest Condolences

Deepest Condolences

R.I.P to dragon boat victims..

Make A wish

Happy New Year!!!

I have deleted all sadness n disappointment in my mind.
if there is a will, there will be a way. I believe this as i have determination to do everything. I can do it. trustworthy and determination r my keywords now. hope that everything will be good! yeah it will be. absolutely~

i got dreams as i stated in harng's post. it wont be a mockery. yeah~
i will cherish those important things that i possesses.
people would believe what they wanted to believe, same to me.
the journey is long n tough,but i wont be collapsed.
many things need to be considered but there is a way alz.

every fren is leaving now, the feelings are mournful.I am afraid of talking about it, but I should accept my new friends n keep in touch wif old frens.

wishing all my friends happy forever n alz stay healthy >>>
lastly,

i wish that i can excel in exam n be a successful person.
i wish that my family smile alz n stay healthy
i wish that both of us can hand in hand still no matter how despite of the difficulties
i wish that my frens will remember me

I feel excited when i see everyone's smile :)